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Someone that loves me the way of Star Wars</p>
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<p>Star Wars, Wizards and Ninja Wars
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Star Wars, Wizards and Ninja Wars</p>
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<p><strong>Star Wars - Ryan Adams & The Cardinals</strong></p>
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<p><strong>Star Wars - Ryan Adams & The Cardinals</strong></p></blockquote>
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<p>Growing up watching Star Wars the Original Series (Episodes 4-6) I had a much more simplistic view of it as the classic struggle between good and evil. The light side being good and the dark side being evil. The true brilliance in the fiction is that they’re not nearly that simple. My partner being younger than me and watching it with her brother who is a bit younger still started out with the prequels (episodes 1-3). That trilogy focuses on the journey of one young Anakin Skywalker.</p>
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<p>Amara, my partner, has an affinity for Anakin who becomes Darth Vader and got me to look at the series in a different light - or darkness. We also watched some fascinating youtube videos discussing the story arcs of his character and that of the main series big bad antagonist Emperor Palpatine. To keep the post shorter and focused I’m sticking with Anakin/Darth Vader here.</p>
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<p>Here’s where we get into Jungian psychology and some more practical personal experience and advise.</p>
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<p>There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so. To me, it is a prison.</p>
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<p>Hamlet, in Shakespeare’s Hamlet</p>
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<p>Hamlet, in Shakespeare’s Hamlet</p></blockquote>
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<p>Hamlet is on to something here. He recognizes that he is twice imprisoned - once physically by another king and kingdom but twice by the imprisonment of his mind.</p>
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<p>These are all very similar to what brother Malcolm X taught his followers: see during his time in prison he learned to free his mind. He also observed, compared, and contrasted the “Field Negro” to the “House Negro.” The synopsis was that the House Negro was able to enjoy a better life living as their master, learning and speaking the same language, wearing the same fine clothes, spared from most of the harder labor, eating the same food. But in the end they were still enslaved. And their master would never reciprocate their respect for their master because he didn’t see them as people that could be his equals. So their minds still enslaved both and to the master there was no difference. Instead he says free your mind, find your truth, and demand the respect for exactly who you are. There is much power in this level of self awareness. You learn to not take nonsense from anyone else whether they are intentionally trying to enslave you or unintentionally harming you.</p>
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<p>The man who promises everything is sure to fulfill nothing, and everyone who promises too much is in danger of using evil means in order to carry out his promises, and is already on the road to perdition.</p>
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<p>Carl Jung</p>
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<p>Similar to what Hamlet hints at emotions are neither good nor bad. They are in a real way the language our bodies use to communicate. So when we deny, suppress, stuff down our emotions we are actually harming ourselves and eventually those around us.</p>
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<p>Instead of seeking to eliminate what emotions we are ashamed of or society calls negative or unworthy we should seek to be aware of them. Some self control is certainly a good thing. But we should be cognizant that we are not allowing ourselves, say anger, in a particular moment because other people are not receptive to it and work to process that feeling later in a safe time.</p>
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<p>This is the basis for what Carl Jung calls Shadow Work. The idea is that you find your personal truth through all aspects of yourself even the ones that others deem unworthy, embarassing, or undesirable. Being able to live as a full person is a process that requires awareness of your shadow self and knowing when and how to integrate that into your public self.</p>
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<p>For me personally this looks like awareness of my people pleasing nature and self-denial. I’m learning that my self care is a non-negotiable. If I don’t take care of myselfyou’re either not getting my best self or I’m spending time to pay for it having to rest or being sick. I’ll be first to admit it can be hard sometimes feeling like you are letting people down to take care of yourself, but try to contextualize it. How much is that other person really worth in your life? They don’t know what you’re dealing with and thus they likely will never offer to help with many of your greatest needs. So set boundaries, say no, have conditions that look out for yourself.</p>
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<p>I’ll end with a joke that my partner and I have - mostly coming from the delivery of how we say. I asked do you love me? She said yes, but I love myself more. Jokingly with a face of disgust I said but I hope you love God most. I think this a really healthy hierarchy though. Your higher calling should come first, then yourself, then your partner or most important loved one. I have a strong tendency to go with myself last and that’s not helping anyone if I show up for you and I’m already burnt out.</p>
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